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well im finally back and im happy to say life is going pretty well. the usual boy drama but school and life is great right now. im starting college in the fall and i couldnt be more excited about it. im pretty healthy right now and pleased to say that my prom dress this year is smaller than the one i wore last year! im bak to living with my mom which is weird but awesome because i get to be around my best friend all the time. he is awesome!! im still in homeschool but i get to go to my old school for lunch and stuff just to see my friends. its nice. its weird how awesome it is to be in school when you dont have to be there! lol. well yeah i think thats about all thats changed. im gonna post this then write another entry about the crazy-ness i call boys! lol
 

xoxo!


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Before I start with tomarrow I just tell you a little bit about today....
I woke up this morning to find 3-4 coldsores on my lip..im going to see Jordan tomarrow:( Im doing my best to make them go away so I can feel free to do what I wish. :p lol. but anyways...today was whatever. my family is pissing me off but im trying to keep a cool temper.

TOMARROW:
Im going to my aunts house and im excited cuz i get to see jordan but get this..i might not get to see him! he's working till 10:00pm. Im not gonna see him all day and maybe not at night either...night is really the only time we get to see eachother so idk whats gonna happen...I miss seeing him idk whats gonna happen when i go back home on sunday...

I will write tomarrow or saturday and tell you how everything went.

xoxo-taylor

ps. i think i need to see a therapist that is will to have me call them at 2 am. lol

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I'm chilling here in Arizona and nothing has changed. Its 11:34pm and my grandma's roommate it still up which mean I can't sleep. You see I sleep on the couch and if she's awake and sitting on it I can lay down and sleep. Oh well, I guess I will sleep in like I did this morning. The only thing super awesome about today was that I got  to make today my "pamper myself' day. All I really did today was pamper myself. I gave myself a mani and pedi and then got super dolled up to go to my aunts house. Why? Because I can and it was nice. I loved going to my aunts, Jordan had to work today so I only saw him maybe an hour and then I hung out with my other cousins and his friends who are super funny. Today was just your everyday, average day. I'll write tomarrow:)
By the way check out Jesse McCartney's song "Body Language". It's my new obsession

xoxo-taylor

Current Music:
Jesse McCartney-Body Temperature
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Today was my little cousins birthday party and it was really fun. Before the party started everything was very crazy trying to get ready for party. Once we got to the party, which was at the park, we realized that the temperature outside was around 99 degrees. It was way too hot to be outside but the party was really fun. Me and my family just hung out at the park but since it was my aunt's side of the family everyone spoke spanish fluently and I had no idea what was going on. My aunt's one nephew came to the party and he was about my age and everyone was making fun of him because apparently he was checking me out and he didn't realize that I was his cousin. This would be my second cousin that thinks I'm hot; does anyone else see how screwed up my family is? This is ridiculous. My family is so weird; on both sides of my family I have a "cousin" that likes me. This is so freaking weird. Other than that akwad moment at the party it was just your usual childs bithday party.
Let's get to the intersting part...
After the party I spent the night at my aunt cydi's house which is where my cousin Jordan lives (we definatly like eachother) Just as a REMINDER: Jordan is not realated to me but my family considers him my cousin because he is my aunt's husband's child from another marrige. Well I can make this a long story or a short story but for your sake I will make this short. I ended up making-out with my "cousin"! It didn't only happen once, it happened  a lot! I know it's wrong but we have liked eachother for over a year now. I ended up in his room, on his bed, him on top of me, making out. (I was wearing my pj's: shorts and a small t-shirt) I really don't know what to do. I mean if I didn't like him and I felt like it was just a one time thing I would be like okay whatever it happened and it's over but that is not the case. He really likes me and I really like him. I mean i'm definatly not saying that we are serious right now but we probably would be if our family wouldn't freak out. He's super nice, he treats me well, and he is gorgeous! I'm just happy that I'm only here for one more week. If I lived here who knows what would happen.
Current Mood:
confused confused
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Today is my fifth day in Arizona. This day is pretty much like yesterday, except way more busy. My little cousin's birthday party is tomarow so everyone is running around trying to get things ready for the party. We ran to a few stores and for some reason people think my cousin is my son. I'm definatly not old enough to have a three year old. Hahaha. Today has been great other than the whole running around like crazy.
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So yesterday was my fourth day in Arizona and It was pretty normal. Its kinda getting to me that all the women on my dads side of the family were SUPER skinny when they were my age. All of the women were around 99lbs. until they were in their 20's. All I ever hear is how thin and beautiful they all were at my age and even after they had kids. SO ANNOYING! Anyway, my day consisted of me working out like crazy so I could loose weight and tanning so I could just be all pretty and golden colored. Working out was a lot of fun but my heart still isn't better so it felt like it was going to explode. After I finished working out and swimming I went back inside my grandma's apartment and to get ready to go to my uncle Jimmy's house. (my moms brother) I finally got to see ,my little cousin, Julian and ,my two other little cousins, Jimmy and Joel. Joel is about three years old and he is the cutest little boy in the world!! He is so loving and friendly. He barely even knows me and he just ran up and gave me a huge hug! Oh and get this Joel likes to run around the house and sing Poker Face and he tries to mimic Lady Gaga's dancing. Its SUPER cute!! I have a video of it but my laptop won't let me upload it. Other than watching Joel dance and sing all day I really didn't do anything.
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Today was my second day in Arizona and it wan't as interesting as yesterday. I woke up to my grandma's roommate screaming and crying on the phone with her boyfriend. They are such a screwed up couple, but I guess I have no room to talk there. After I woke up me and my grandma kind of just relaxed at the apartment, and then my uncle came and picked me up to go shopping. Over all my day was just normal and boring, but at least the weather here is beautiful. Tomarrow I'm hoping my day will be more interesting. OH! One other thing I wanted to mention was that I met some family that I didn't realize I had. My grandma's sister, Pat; her daughter, Ana; and her three beautiful kids.
I'll write tomarrow:)
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Yesterday was my first day here in Arizona. I'm visiting my grandma and other family while my dad is at drill for two weeks. So let's see...where do I start? I guess the begining right?
Well, I woke up as usual in Michigan and it was nothing out of the ordinary. When I got on the plane i expected the usual flight (I fly a lot) but it was not so. The turbulance was HORRIBLE, there were three babies screaming, and a bunch of smelly old people. So for about 4 hours I sat in the "amazing" environment. After I landed I was able to see my grandma and then proceded to drive 1.5 hours to her house. Here's
the interesting part.
Before we got to my grandma's house we stopped at my aunts house to see her. It was nice. I haven't seen my cousin Sky in about a year so I was very excited to see her. (I'm the oldest grand-child so I love to see my younger cousins to check up on them) Well, my aunt has a younger boy named Frasier and he's about 10 so he didn't really care to see me. (you know hes all grown up..haha) Also my aunts husband has a kid from a pervious marrige and he is about a year older than me and his name is Jordan...well here is the, I guess you could say, weird part...he's hot! I have only ever met him once before and he is super gorgeous! He is totally my type: tall, kinda muscular, blonde, athletic, nice tan, just super gorgeous. Well you see I find it hard to remember that he's my cousin, I mean technically he is but there is absolutely no blodd relation! So is it wrong that I find him attractive? Well maybe but you know what he thinks I'm hot too. So I guess im screwed right? Let's hope not:)
So after all that I went to my grandma's apartment and her room mate is sooooooo anoying!! I want to scream! She's loud, doesn't wear enough clothes, eats EVERYTHING, and doesn't clean anything. Thank God I'm staying with my aunt for a few days. OHH! That was the other thing. I'm staying with my aunt for a few day and since I didn't know that before I got here, the only pj's i brought are like booty shorts and a too small tee shirt...this is gonna be intersting. I will be writting every day to tell you how everything works out and I will upload pictures also.
Current Mood:
flirty flirty
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has anyone ever had those day where everything just seems perfect. i mean right now it feels as if even if the world came crumbling down around me everything would be perfect. i feel so good. no reason. nothing is out of the ordinary.
the world is just as it should be. and even if it wasnt there isnt anything i can do. the world and everyone has thier problems but right now it feels like its all just gone. its a good feeling, it wont last long but moments like this is what i live for:)
have a great and peaceful day loves:)
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a cute skirt and HEELS!!
im 5ft...those heels make me feel just a little taller and very important!
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